TO MY NON EXISTANT READERS:

I HAVE RELOCATED TO A VERY HAPPY HOME:

http://emotionalspanofateaspoon.blogspot.com/

PLEASE BE HAPPY AND VISIT ME THERE.

I WILL OFFER COOKIES AND TEA TO THE TUM TUMS WHO COME.

YAY MINIGOLFING THIS SAT WITH REI, BENEDICT AND SHAKESPEARE!

maybe HUIRAN!!!

WHEEEEEEEEE

this day was just so incredibly fucked up

it amazing how many words have CAP inside. :)

and how creative CAPpers are when it comes to using the most wonderful word (at least, at this point) :D



still very disappointed i cant go.

BUT I SHALL ORGANIZE ONE FOR THE SQUARES WHO CANT GO!!!!

incredible song.
no idea who is it by but i really like it :)

struck by more urges to blog:
this time to laugh evilly at Ruh-sandra who up til this point, cannot play the bottle game.


i am such a freaking conformist. but i held up pretty well. only learnt the damn thing on the last day :)

omg CAPpers meeting tomorrow.

AND I CANT GO

all because of freaking arts fest :(






RAWR
I DONT LOVE CROCODILE HEADS ANYMOREEEEEEEE :((((


if only people told me yesterday. before me agreeing to go for the rehearsal. gah.


and there is ice cream and narnia involved. and dinner. with the drama people. and the dirty sewer minded harry potter people.





GAH



:(((((

i woke up today at 930, regretting having slept at 2am yesterday night. i was obsessively watching harry potter extras after having bribed my father into buying all 5 of the series of me. which was really awesome of him. :)

and then i read the host. and got throughly confuzzled. because THEY KEPT SWITCHING CHARACTERS AND FONTS. AND ME BEING THE SLOWEST PERSON ON THE PLANET, SPENT 123902386982634932 YEARS TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHO WAS WHAT AND WHO. IT WAS HORRIBLE. but after spending precious money on it, imma gonna force myself to read on.

also because people said it kicked twilights ass...

but still. rawr. :(

oh the dude who plays voldemort kicks ass. and he looks so freaky and alien like and all mood swingy. he looks like a very happy character to play. well, happy in a non happy way. :D

I DONT CARE WHAT CASSIE / THE REST OF THE UNIVERSE SAYS. I WILL NOT BE SUCKED INTO THE EVILS OF HAVING A FACEBOOK ACCOUNT. RAWR

my newest hobby is to blog hop around to the CAP-per people's blog. its strangely amusing.


yes, i have no life





rehearsals being on monday and thus the torturous energy sapping crocodile heads would have to be donned and we would all just die of a horribly painful death by shuting like headache. ouch.

but at least the costume doesnt suck. that badly. ohohohoho! the skirt is incredibly swishy and happy. thank god for the invention of shorts :) oh and characterisation kicks ass. and so does doing the pattern dance thingy to HEY MICKEY. becuase HEY MICKEY is the immortal song of bimboness and crackheads. :)

you know what, screw the haitus thing. CAP has inspired me so much (okay, i lie) that i have to blog.

which is really sad seeing that NO ONE READS THIS GOD FORSAKEN BLOG. i mean, im just ranting to myself. which is kind of teraputic in a sense but i feel this inexplicable sadness when i see that the tagbox is still jacinta complaining about her walking germ bomb ness...

paper planes today was kinda fun. was horrificly late (okay, only like 5 mins, but the never-be-late person in me was just dying in agony) and i had no idea what to write seeing that my creative juices have been sucked dry by CAP and i can no longer string many coherent sentences to form an essay. i compensated my using the most bombastic language i know (which isnt really bombastic and verbose compared to the other CAP-pers coughshakespeare'shealingsilencepeomcough). it was beyond all forms of retardation. the plot sucked. and it was pathetic. but they bribed us with chocolate. so i guess rushing there and abandoning my computer was not for vain. OMG CHOCOLATE <3

oh and jubilate was today. it was definately not an event of jubilation (geddit, geddit?- my sense of humour has just ROTTED after CAP). it was kinda boring even... i was counting how long sharon's friend whould crack and leave; surprisingly he survived till intermission. it was horrifying. thanks to the st. melody choir thingeh, i can never watch phantom of the opera again. WHICH IS REALLY BAD. THEY HAVE COMPLETELY RUINED MY HAPPY MUSICAL. NOW I HAVE TO FIND ANOTHER HAPPY MUSICAL. RAWR.

but kudos to sherms for coming up with your siwa inspired peice. it was really good. really liked the use of projecters and shadows, it was so freaking creative. ONE DAY SHERMS YOU WILL GO FARRRR!!!

i think the combination of mcdonalds at 12pm for dinner and chocolate is making me overly high... *giggles insanely and proceeds to do whatever strange odd things that mental people do...*

:)

oh wait. one last post before i offically die of haitusness

zomg. i keep getting weird impluses to post, but then they sortta die out after a while before i can finish a post...

CAP was fun. we (christine junior and i; reien disapeared with the drums people) spent the whole of yesterday telling harry potter inuendo jokes and laughing at each other and dying of utter embaressment. but it was fun and i really really wish it didnt have to end so early. :(

oh and apparently many people watched van helsing and did last minute work on the
i love our drama peice, despite how it wasnt THAT polished and no one really knew what the hell we were talking about, it was still cool. my favourite scene was the shakespeare hopping one, it was so damnit amusing and happy. :) Michael Corbidge kicks ass. wonderfully sarcastic. Rohan's impersination of him was the weirdest and funniest thing ever. (well, Shuting's impression of Nadia was pretty funny as well...)

the crawshaw song:
you are my crawshaw,
my only crawshaw
you make me happy,
when im hungry

you never know man
how much we love you
please dont take my crawshaw from me

it was so cool, cos everyone burst into the crawshaw song during CAP dinner. and nikki lied to me. CAP PEOPLE DO LIKE HARRY POTTER KAY. if not, why would we have spent more than 1 hour telling sick sick harry potter jokes. CAP-pers (including me) are sick sick perverts with minds like a sewer.

i really miss CAP. was dying of CAP deprivation-ness when i was eating dinner yesterday at 10, due to not eating just now because of nerves. Lorri and Cassie was going to give me their awesome plastic dustbin but becuase ants invaded it and crawled in between the layers of plastic, i got so grossed out that i refused. (this is coming from the girl who shared a vanilla freeze with 15 over people, each taking a sip and passing it around the circle all while making jokes about how white and sticky it was *raises eyebrows*)

sighhhhh

and now, i have to go for the writing paper planes thing. :( and then jubilate. :D

omg, i HATE people who sit infront of goddamn library shelves AND BLOCK YOU! and its kinda mean to tell them to move, but after after standing there for so long, you just feel like kicking them and shoving them away. I mean, COME ON, its a library, people want to borrow books for god sakes. RAWR. there was this big bunch of people squished in the aisle and its so freaking irritating cos i wanted to see the books on the aisle and they kept blocking. rawr

that happened like last saturday/sunday.


i have just discovered a freakish liking in doing online quizs for the sake of doing online quizes. like those: which batman villian are you (poison ivy btw) or like which justice league superhero are you (black canary- wtf? her power is SO FREAKING LAME) and stuff. its just really fun. cept i dont want to be black canary, its stewpid. her power is stupid. why cant i get flash or soemthing. rawr.

am now on haitus; simply because i cant be bothered to post anymore...

i now know how to bake muffins, cheesecake, cookies and... as of today, cheesy mushroom appetizers.

i love the mushroom-y things. its like happy and oozes cheese in every bit :)

drama assesment was majorly fucked. like for serious. our concentration was so freaking off, half the jokes fell flat, it was emmesely draggy AND I FORGOT MY MONOLOGE. not to mention the fact that we probably embaressed ourselves infront of ms nat(way way way embaressing)and ms ow(not as embaressing but bad enough)

i wish i could throw myself off a cliff. either that or redeem myself by planing for indiv... which is offically 16weeks away (or 14 if mr wong switches it over). and obsessively planning for the silly little girl and the funny old tree.

personally, i feel that its rather worrying that after 2 days, im still depressed over it. usually, it takes about 15 minutes AND I DONT EVEN CRY DURING ASSESMENT. well, except for the UK presentation. but that was cos we had nothing and we were stressed. and the sight of our pathetic selves locked up in the props room at ridings was too much. but thats beside the point...


so in a rather transparent attempt to cheer myself up, i shall binge on chocolates, oranges and play the computer. :)

and do this quiz that i koped from wq. who koped from jia. who koped from her friend.


Name 5 things that must always be in your bag:
1) money- how else can i buy magazines and kinder bueno every week?
2) a notebook and pen- simply because i have a complex about my bag being too empty. plus, its fun to scribble and doodle
3) handphone DUH
4) ipod with all my happy/ not so happy music
5) a book



3 things you do when you're really stressed:
1) use the computer to obsessively read dramione and rose-scorpius fanfiction as well as youtube
2) call rei-en. and listen to her fangirl over lucas grabeel and power rangers.
3) cry and freak out. and then get back to work (this only applies to drama assesment)


Name 3 things you are wearing right now:
1) orange shorts
2) purple mushroom shirt
3) blue and black bra
(yes i am wearing underwear)

What are you thinking about right now?
1)yum... oranges
2)i really should go do my tuition homework right now
3)yay taekwando later
4)i need my packing list from reien
5)dramione fanfiction yay!

Where is your phone?
beside me, next to the speakers

Where do you sleep?
in my room: on the bed, on the floor, on the table
in the living room: on the floor, on the couch

i like sleeping on the floor, wooden floors are happy to sleep on

Where did you get the shirt you're wearing?
eh some shop at city link

What kind of cell phone service do you have?
that is a very good question. i dont know

What is the closest item near you that is white?
blank peices of compo paper where my essay is supposed to be

What is the last movie you watched?
BRING IT ON. because of yesterday's practice.

characterization in front of the coaches are horribly mortifying. thank heavens zhaoming wasnt there... we would never hear the end of THAT...


RAWR

my goals in life are:

-to become a famous rockstar

-to be part of the harry potter cast (i could be like, cho chang's long lost daughter/sister/neice/relation. VERY VERY VERY LOST relation)

-to not work. yet somehow get paid. like xiaxue. type and then like get paid and all. that would be awesome. AND I COULD GET ALL THE MARVEL/DC/ONI PRESS/DARK HORSE COMICS I CAN GET MY HANDS ON.

-take over youtube with rei

-to become a dessert chef (cos that would be like WAY cool)

-practice drama for a living (and not earn any money and starve to death...)

-move to new zealand/new york/ UK and become a power ranger/disney kid/ movie star/broadway star.

- do broadway. even though i cant sing or dance.

-open those lifestyle shops were you travel around the world aimlessly buying stuff you like so people can buy it from you.

-become a graphic designer

-become a vampire